Fangirl hunting TimeLords.

I have two friends my age (I left school to work/start a business) they’re twins and we grew up together. Every year as long as I can remember I’ve spent my birthday with them, they turn 18 next week and for the 5th year running I’m not invited to celebrate. I don’t go to their house parties with their friends because I’m ‘different’ and ‘it’s not my kind of thing’. They’re the only oppotunity I have to go and let my hair down and have a giggle and they stop that, no wonder I’m different and don’t fit in if no one wants to let me.

I know it’s pathetic being to sensitive and hurt by this but my boyfriend’s older and massively sociable and confident and there’s no one else to talk to.

I feel lonely.